Yet, I Can't
To forget everything, yet I can't. To accept everything, yet I can't. To move forward, yet I can't. To close the past, yet I can't. No matter how hard I tried. No matter how far this path threaded. No matter how long I walked. No matter how shattered I become. I can't, I just can't. While everyone else move forward. While everyone else smiles in happiness. While everyone else do their best. While everyone else fight for future. I can't move, numb. Stuck in the backline. Even if I switch sides. Even if I turn away. Even if I close my eyes. Even if I hide my heart. I just can't. No matter how I strive. As if, the binds still restrain. As if, the feelings always remain. As if, the emotion are same. As if, the time remains static. Is it a bless, or a curse? Is it a punishment, or a guidance? Is it a hope or a despair? Is it a light, or a darkness? I cannot even understand. Even after path separation. Even after life splits....